Well, it's been a while.
I started sixth form :) Yay. It's really fun, it's so much more relaxed than year 11!! All the teachers are just like fine about anything and I really really like all my subjects so it's all good :) I even get a bit bored in some of my frees, which means I clearly don't have enough work to do haha.

Okay, so I guess you're wondering why this post's called magic shoes? Well, I'll tell you.
I have some actually magical shoes.
I'm not even joking, they're the ones I bought in Manchester the other week, the pink ones :). Okay, I'll explain why they're magic..
First time I wore them I got model scouted, for the second time, and the model scout said she loved my shoes :)
Second time I wore them this guy gave me his number in a restaurant when I was out with my parents. They were pretty shocked haha. Turns out he was 21 though so he said I was too young for him. Gutteddd..
And I wore them on saturday night to rosie's party, just to test out the magicalness, and I pulled. Twice.
Haha :)How awesome are my shoes?!

Well, okay, one of the people was only Chris, and I've pulled him before and it's nothing new. But the other one :)..
Lol. He was this guy called Ste and he was chinese, and I have a thing for fit chinese guys like my friend Katie has a thing for gay guys.
So as soon as he walked in the door I was like, 'Right, I am DEFINATELY getting with him.'
And then my friend Nat came up to me and this was our conversation...

Jess: I really want to pull that Ste guy.
Nat: Nooo you can't!
Jess: Why not? I wanttt toooo :(
Nat: Noo because I want Vicky to pull him!
Jess: But I want to pull him :(
Nat: Noo Vicky hasn't pulled for ages, she has to pull him.

And I'm sorry, but there were 3 more single acceptable guys there. She could have had them. So I was practically crying at this news that Vicky also liked Ste (I get pretty emotional when I'm drunk), so I went and asked her about it...

Jess: Vickyy! Nat said you want to pull Ste but I want to pull him.
Vicky: What?! Nahh I don't want to pull him..
Jess: But, but, Nat saiddd..
Vicky: Nahh, you go for it Jess :)

So I did :)

But now I've just spoken to Rosie and Alissa at guides and they said that Ella gave Ste Vicky's number today and told him to text her. But I've been texting Ste?! So I was confused :( And then Alissa said that Vicky liked Ste. And THAT made me feel well bad :( I was so completely sure that she'd said to go for it?! Why would she say that if she didn't mean it? I would have probably forgotten by the morning because I would have spent the time I was with Ste drinking instead.
So, I just could not contain the curiousity so I had to ask her about it, so I texted her just before asking her if she really did like Ste and that I was very very sorry if she did and that she could totally have him if she wanted and I would never be so mean ever again! And she said that no, he was 100% mine and she wasn't bothered at all, Ella just gave him her number because she was being Ella and he hadn't texted her and it didn't matter, she didn't even really like him but apparently I do so I should go for it :)
So I will :)

I think I'm going to a party with him on Friday, but I think Alissa and Rosie will be there too so that's okay :) I won't be stuck on my own with a guy I've known for a week and all his friends. That would suck.

I'm normally absolutely terrified about this sort of thing. You see I've never had an actual actual serious serious relationship. So guys kinda scare me. I'm fine with them at parties and as friends and stuff like that, but when it comes to dates and meeting up with them and stuff I'm so petrified!
But everyone keeps telling me to go for it.
So I will :)
New motto for life, methinks.